no one knows what it's like to feel these feelings

i thought that today would be my last day of work... manatau.. aunty asked me keep working even she's away.. T__T

 

but tmrw not going cuz i wanna go happy happy oh happy day... and have to overnight at Soo's house... probably cant online already.. unless she lend me her laptop, but i always bully her don't know she will be nice to me ma... @@

 

anyway, some odd things to share:

this one is the best. lol.

 

hahaha! Jason!

 

this is for the office manager. she damn strict... but is a nice person. (:

 

there are many more... some are normal de not funny, and some they didn't put it up.. so i can't take photos...

 

working in the company is really good... some more they can on the radio loud, and everyone can listen... wor also wont feel sien la.. but very tired la.. so much work.. endless job.. *sigh*

staffs are friendly and funny too.

 

this si lang weather.... so hot this few days. take it off ah take off your clothes...

 

 

 so unfit now... die lah if friends insist to pull me to rock climbing... i would die halfway. x.x

oh! i need cool earings.. that can suit my hairstyle.. haha!

lastly, 

py ar py, face the truth and the facts please...

your gf is no longer the old her.. this is the brand new her..

people changed, everyone changed, u changed she changed he changed i changed.. argh...

stop torturing both of u lah, you won't be able to give her a blissful now or in the future, not i wanna look down on you..

u want 5 years i even can give u 10 years 15 years... is still the same... or maybe even worse... wouldn't u feel embarrassing you are not the one who takes care the your wife and family but your wife is taking care of the family and you instead? exchange role?! u like that? u want that? *sigh*

why are u so weak? how could you said you live for her instead of yourself. we live for ourselves ok.. we're human...

some more now is 21st century already. you're a grown guy man... please la.. don't act like a girl can or not.

i don't really want to say u until like.. hopeless...

there is only.. the only one way to cure is. u strike lottery lah...

by the time, i would just shut up! u can do whatever u like... i don have any comment.

for now, you got so many excuses, not to say those are not reasonable, but you can even do the basic simple things.

i tell u lah, sometimes a little small thing, or action can make someone feel happy too. not necessary have to be super big and super obvious! you understand or not?

i still remember that your gf scolded me before for discriminating u

she said why we have to be so materialistic

if so, for people that have poor background cannot find their love liao lo?!?!

she carrying on convincing me............

she was protecting u so much

eventually, i gave up persuading her and i trust what she said.. that time i really hope that what she's doing is really worth it... and you deserve her.

but now... i just hope that you wont be the burden to her... that is the very least thing i wish for. 

 

#nowplaying

Limp Bizkit - Behind Blue Eyes

(originally sang by The Who)