because these words are never easier for me to say

it's the second day at home, food always the best =]

sleep late, skip breakfast, no shower, whole day facing pc/tv, hair like shit, face like poo, smell like fart.

life was like back to before... but i know it's different now... O_O

must remember to eat nasi kukus!!!

and i wanna meet up with my pals over here..

still got loads of stuff need to do, yet so little time...

have to buy drama series back to Aus, those pirated CDs, games... duhhhh~

the songs:

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

(Honor Society - Where Are You Now)

without you, i'll be miserable at best

(Mayday Parade - Miserable at best)

my up up down down feeling

the last post was before final exam, and hate that just 2 days before exam started, i got sick... damn it!!! live with medicine and tissue paper for a week... sucks!!!

finally, i'm back to malaysia... on Wednesday actually..

currently at subang now, and going back to kb tmr. aihhh... why kb and kl have to be so far apart?! so sad that i just can stay here for 4 1/2 days... those are never enough!!! T_T of course i wanna back kb too... but then can i come again?! most probably cant bah... really really sad... And i don wanna back to Aus on the 17th lah.. :'( 

anyway, the feeling is really different this time... really different that when u know u can only back after a year later... different when i went to Aus so many times ady, those were excited but this time is sad!!! Compared to June the day i depart, the feeling even worse, cuz that time i knew i will be back in 3 months time... but this time... UNKOWN date!!!

i wish i really can tell u everything honestly, but then u 时冷时热 one... aihhh... i did cry last nite when chatting with chew yuin that's why i close the lid... i'm sorry... i don't know why... i also got watery eyes when say tata to chewing this afternoon... when hugging tsumien, pui ing, and ck... and typing this... i wish i could see u guys again...

only the 4th day i arrived, and............... aihh...

time to sleep... good night peeps...

August is over!

Have to achieve 65% to stay in Caufield and 70% to go to Clayton!!!
Argh… If not then have to go to Berwick, Gippsland or Peninsula…… don’t even
know where is it?!?!!! I rather balik Malaysia la…
so, in short, I need to get 65% or above, if I happen to be lower than
that… then I will go back Malaysia! Seriously!
 
So now, Laptop underneath bed!!! Do not touch!!! No more assignment, no
need laptop! Ish!
Gonna study every night?! This is so not like me!!! =.=”
 
Good news is, my 2^nd aunty is coming to Melbourne next week,
and FYI she is my favourite chef!!! Yaahhooooo… food food food!!! XD
 
Anyway, I’m
going back to Malaysia on
the 30^th! Woohoo!
Gotta hit
the ground running… baby I’m coming home to you… :D
 
Time to go
catch the f**king bus.. guess i won’t update until finish exam le bah. Unless
big thing happen... aihh…. like kena lottery, suddenly become a genius or maybe terrorists put bomb at Monash.. 
 
Counting down:
22days to final
exam.
28 days to meet
my buddies in kl!
33 days to meet
my papa and mama and 'saing-saing' di kb.
 
Thoughts:
These days aren’t easy anymore….
I wish I could teleport myself to another
planet now, relaxing, enjoying the feeling of anxiety-free, carefree, free from
responsibilities! But, nooooo… I can’t… FML
 
Keep myself
busy is to keep myself happy?! Maybe..
argh..
whatever.. I don’t care and don’t want to care.
Disconnect
from the www network! Let me rest!
Pufffffffffffffft~
*disappear*
 

It's Malaysia National Day

Malaysia National Day!!! Hari Merdeka…

still remember those days we have to go for marching... hahaha... high school memories.. miss those days...

it’s the 52th and I was counting down together with my assignments and this little buddy. >.<

BERT! cookie monster in kb some where around my house. haha...

Due to assignment i have to go to Lexus show room at Blackburn... and this is my dream car lah... :D

Lexus IS 250C

the salesman even offer me a test-drive appointment... but i dare not to drive lah.. wait crash i mati lah.. T_T

anyway, Assignments and more assignments… those days had over!!! Done!

Now just having to focus on Final Exam!!!

Update this in the library, must be quick… before the sissy librarian finds out… XD

Go for lunch first, ta~

wohhhhh...

yesterday finish class earlier as lecturer has to rush to Clayton to attend Graduation ceremony bla bla bla... whatever..

so basically i finish class almost the same time with those high school students... so.. as usual i catch bus back home and once i arrive i saw the "lollipop lady" standing at there i thought she not gonna chap me liao lah.. since i so big le.. lol. but then she actually assist me cross the road!!! hahaha!!!! cuz i look young ma.. like 16 sahaja! XD

she some more wanna help me hit the button for pedestrian cross, but i said it's ok, i did it myself anyway... lol-ing while crossing the road.. hahaha... that was the first time...

and then finally i have time to watch a movie after so long...

ok... glad that i can watch this movie at here but not in malysia... cuz.... u know i know lah.. NO CENSOR langsung ma.. XD

and hopefully u guys get to watch in malaysia too lah... hopefully there will be in...

nice movie though.. and then the song at the end of movie was "Right Round" so.... u know that song de hidden meaning.. then u know what's this movie is all about lah. XD

 

BUT cinemas over here sucks~! some more expensive... advertisements more than trailers, no Caremel popcorn! ticket just like receipt types those kind of paper don even wanna take a look, nonit say keep them liao lo... got air-cond but din on! sipe hot! luckily the seats are still not bad lah.. Entry and Exit the same =.=" so if u dare u actually can have movie marathon with buying ticket... ang mo sometimes erm... not very wise also.. HAHAHA!

also, in malaysia there is a sign thingy where when the cinema hall is cleaning then light is off, after cleaning then then light is on... here tak ada... =.=" u wait outside cinema lah... noob! wait till the door open..

i really really miss cinamas in malysia...

this movie also not bad...

 

wanna watch Public Enemies too.. but then... aih.. suan le bah... couldn't be bother to watch..

 

just now something funny happened.. having accounting lecture... and i brought milo cereal... sit at the back chewing chewing... those crunchy crunchy sounds coming out lah... XD then my fren ask me to stop eating cuz some classmatesa are having fasting month... ok ok... i forgot ma...

another fren lagi funny.. he brought chewing gum, then offer all of us... each one took one ady.. then another classmate which is muslim... he also offer him, then suddenly remember he's a muslim.. ahhh... keep on sorry sorry... XD we were laughing at the back.. lol lol lol..

 

accounting common test on saturday

management and microeconomics major assignments due on monday

marketing casebok test on monday.

 

let's the Game WAR begins!!!!

severe thunderstorm

watched news on Sunday and the weather forecast said that will be showers and windy today... also the temperature is 8ºC

ok.. very cold.. told myself should wear more clothes on that day and make sure i got hoodie...

 

this morning weather still ok... a bit windy but still alright... the last tutorial on 2:30... after the short break, tutor tells us she will dismiss class earlier today cuz of the latest weather forecast said thunderstorm in the evening.. we're so happy...-.-" then she add on.. "guys seriously this might affect the public transport.... and theere might be tree limbs fall and hit on you!!" OH great!!! aihhh... then after 5 mins, another staff came in and tells her dismiss class now, cuz all staff already cabut... u see lah!!! speechless.. know liao lah the trees in Aus many like shit.. some more government strong discourage ppl cutting down trees, need to apply summore if u wanted to cut down tree.. so gay... like will cut their Birdy fingers.

ok run run run.... run down to bus stop catch suttle bus back to clayton..

 

and raindrops falling... alamak... thought i could get back home before the rain.. the weather is getting worse.. and traffic jam.. bus driver also naik mad!!! arrived clayton then change bus back home... WOH!!! baaalaaabooom!!! no eyes see... the bus was so pack.. and then arrive the bus stop which is opposite of the house.. kena cross pedestrian cross lo.. then stupid traffic light... when it's the time should stop quickly din stop.. when i wasnt in hurry turn red light sipe fast pula.. ish!!

 

wet wet wet!!!! water everywhere.. like wanna flooded. XD no time take picture lah... din even walk... just run and jump thru the water..

 

reached home switch on tv.. news shows few cases of trees fall road damage ady... aihhh... off lah!!! do my assignment first.. bye.

duh.

And she says
I can't take no more
Her tears like diamonds on the floor
And her diamonds bring me down
Cause I can't help her now
She's down in it
She tried her best but now she can't win it
Hard to see them on the ground
Her diamonds falling down
She shuts out the night
Tries to close her eyes
She'll be alright
Just not tonight